If I Could

if I could tell you full
   about this uncertainties
           you would never start
                        to hate me


if I could, learn of harshness
   I would be free
       of this despised feeling

like a long thorn inside
       piercing lungs and heart
            I can't be straight

if I could make you glad
   I am staggering
        between cliffs of,
                       disappointment