living without a care

living without a care,

could mean careless. being careless, it leads to acts of clumsiness/ ditziness. being clumsy, walking without watching your steps, dropping things by not gripping them tightly, your head always in the air (airhead).

basically,
being careless means not giving a damn about a thing. any other things but yourself. your own thoughts. you only thing about yourself. and by 'yourself' , I mean your own feels. your own feelings on what you want. on things that you did. on things that you want to happen. to you. or to someone else but directly or indirectly related to you. you 'care less' about most of the things.

 careless = selfishness

selfishness is a piece of something in everyone. it is derived - or rather - developed from the act of carelessness. you start by not caring. you do what you want, you ignore the little things. from there you can see, it escalated to selfishness right away.

you only do things when it benefits you.  you only talk to your friends when you want something from them . you develop friendship because it benefits you. like playing the game Persona (3,4, anything). you develop social links just to get more powerful monsters, and to reach the best ending. that's the selfishness of the game, using selfishness as an 'item' to get to your goals.

in a way, that's how businessmen think. but let's ignore that part.

by manifesting selfishness, you are getting to your goal. but what if things don't go the way you want ? you will start to hate. why does this happen ? although you 'try' to deny it but there so shallowly covered in your heart, there is hate.

because you try to put a blame on something, or somebody for your failure. you look for people's fault . although how not closely related anything is to your attempt that failed, you are doing your best to find something to blame on.

and if you find yourself already at this stage in your own train of thoughts, most probably the wrong one in the whole story is yourself. it began from your own carelessness that leads to selfishness that leads to your attempt shrouded in selfishness, and finally you failed and you try to blame others for your failure, and starting to hate others.

from hate,it will develop into jealousy. and from jealousy, the dark wish for the other's destruction is born. and here you see, you have become the villain in your own story.

do not forget, that this outcome starts from being careless. by not caring.

 this is just a theory, don't take it as if it is the ultimate truth.

living without a care, is it a choice ?

it's a choice.but it's a choice by fate.

now question yourself, where are you now and have you become the villain in your own story ? if yes, it's time to stop.