Shibuya Monologue

I just didn't realize how lonely I was !
         amongst the crowd at the intersection
         I tread the ground with a vague aim
        I've always known that I love attention
   that I'd learned to dress up, put on some manners
             trying to make friends with people
                         that matter.
and being extremely nice that almost sickening
 it's not bad after all though
           to be the giving hand

I thought I'd known everything, and could do everything
   by myself
           but there are times that I just wanna go haywire
           just like this scramble like crossing
                   for just, a little while of time